I had a bad night last night. The cancer pain hit hard at about 10ish. For some reason, several of your abdominal organs have referred pain in the right shoulder. So, I guess the chemo was working hard last night to kill the bad cancer cells b/c I was hurting. I took a baby Morphine pill, which usually knocks me out, but last night it decided to make my mind race. Finally at about 2:00, I took an Ambien to help me fall asleep.

I managed to get 1/4 of a sandwich and some chips down at lunch today, but now I am paying the price for it. I have felt sick ever since and now I have to eat something again this evening to take my pills again. I am not looking forward to it.